yesss

Hopefully I won’t be too pissed off if I don’t do anything this weekend. I ended up getting my xbox today, so I’ve been playing Oblivion.

I’m also tired of JJC. I hate the classes I have, because I am not really learning anything new. It’s frustrating. So, I have a meeting a 3pm with an adviser from DeVry. Hopefully that goes good. I want to proficiency test out of some courses if need be, but I also want to have classes that are going to challenge me. I hate knowing the work, and then not doing it because I know it and want to be an asshole.

Regardless, I’m feeling a little better in regards to.. just.. not doing anything other than work. I don’t like being alone, and it’s the first time in a long time that it’s been essentially just me. I have a hard time coming to terms with that.

I’ve been so used to have people in my life constantly. Last year, I dated around a lot and had fun with it. Met awesome people, went to shows, and basically did shit. Right now.. psh.

It bothers me when I’m the most vulnerable.